why am i still awake?
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 2/09/2010 01:47:00 AM
Time check : 02:17.
Mood : gloomy
Struting to : Avril lavigne's slipped away.
There's so many things on my mind.
Probably that is why i am still wide awake.
Just returned home from work after a long day that is finally over.
My feet is sore and swollen ;(
Had a fruitful chat with Roy from the Executive floor, he got me thinking.
It was a good one.
3 more late shifts. i just have to endure it and i'll be able to
get my well deserved off days.
Happened to browse through some of the older photos and
i really miss those school days. ITE school days especially.
Hope we could all meet up soon.
Saw this cute pretty lit book in ion.
it was specially made for valentines day.
It contains all the meaningful and sweet qns whereby
you can pen it down and answer the qns.after which give it to him/her
in addition, u can
insert pics too ;) awww that's so sweet.
i think it will make a great gift for ur loved one ;)
Final last straw
Monday, February 8, 2010 2/08/2010 10:54:00 AM
It's my final last straw.
Counting down to about 6 weeks to the end of my attachment.
So much to be done. Reports, Presentations, Poly applications...etc
Gotta put my heavy heart aside and continue to strive till the end.
On a honest note, i Hate having to put up with a heavy heart while working.
But it's inevitable.so yea... i have to get over it somehow.
Reports reports on the way
Saturday, February 6, 2010 2/06/2010 12:05:00 AM
I'm mugging on my report.
Ahhhh... with all the afternoon shifts ahead
i feel like dying...
somebody save me !!!
It's going to be over... i hope ...
8 working days straight without rest is killing me.
i'm into norah jones lately, join me ;)
stronger and better
Sunday, January 31, 2010 1/31/2010 11:36:00 AM
Been going through quite a lot lately.
It has been a torment emotionally.
But i'm getting stronger, getting better.
I'm tired, i really am.
Another stretch of 7 working days straight.
maybe it's true, when someone has the authority, they tend to
forget where they started their ropes from, they forgot those
who stood by them...
i asked zul ytd and he told me " it's human nature "
probably it is, we can't fight human nature. It always wins.
i'm standing here
my heart so full
i can't explain.
shopping for label or shopping for love?
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1/27/2010 12:15:00 PM
Acknowledging the fact that i haven start on my report stresses me day by day.
But i would say these 6 days of off days was utilised well.
Shopping, shopping and more shopping. Most importantly i'm spending
time with them.
I needed them, and they were there to help me pull thru.
I felt so much better when i poured out everything to them that night at marina sq.
I could almost felt a grip pulling me up from the shit pit.
It's getting better, it is. & i ought to thank them.
Having breakfast alone in the market below my blk seemed like a routine now.
was sipping on my teh peng when i suddenly thought of the old man that i used to
buy food for, due to the fact that he has no shelter, no money.
Very often dad would give him some cash too.
Thought of him today, hence bought a pack of nasi lemak and otah for him.
he greeted me with a smile whenever he sees me ;) he did that again today.
He was so thankful for the food that it astonished me.
How much gratefulness can a $2 bring...
i wonder....
7 days of hell is awaiting me, starting from friday.
i feel like eating bananas these days idk why ....
Friday, January 22, 2010 1/22/2010 12:26:00 PM
i need to :
- Paint and refurbish my room ( i saw the floral prints that i want !!! )
- Buy a full length mirror and install it in my room.
- Donate all my old clothings and buy new ones.
- shed some weight and get tone OMG like desperately.
- Get vain-er hmmm.
- I need a new hairdo. Most likely get my bangs back.
- pass my FTT LOL.
- catch up with all the old friends
- visit my granduncle more in the old folks home.
- bring granny out more often for meals.
- cherish mummy and daddy more.
sucking on my lollipop thinking...
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 1/19/2010 10:21:00 PM
Was checking my mails today and saw Ms deon's mail.
so... 23rd feb 2010 is going to be my judgement day.
i better start on my report. opps.
Work seem rather dreadful these few days coz i did not
have enough rest. Super duper restless.
3 more days to my off day !!!
& i crave for a shopping spree with jas and yaya !!!!
